I'm a 27 years old man from Sri Lanka. I was diagnosed with social phobia when I was around 23 years. And doctors gave me Prodep 20 mg and some CBT therapy for few months. after those treatments i feel better. Now i can do many things i couldn't before. Like talking with girls, Eating in public places, going to parties and wedding and dance and so on. But the thing is still i have below mentioned problems. 1. I feel anxious when taking photos. whether it is a group photo or single one i feel really anxious and my facial muscles are getting tight. (it is like i don't know how control my facial expressions and i will be ugly in the photo) 2. Still i don't have a girlfriend , and so far i don't have any sexual experience with a female. i always worry about this thing. But i dont know why i cant get a girlfriend. 3. For some times i have been addicted to FEMDOM / FETISH porn videos. When i have time (once a week) i watch these things and i cant stop it now even i want to. 4. I feel really anxious when i am talking with another language (Specially English). i really need to have a normal happy life like others. What should i do now ? please help me with this.
